VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
February 23

"Or do you show contempt for the riches of his kindness, tolerance and patience, not realizing that God's kindness leads you toward repentance?"
- Romans 2:4 -

Little Angel with basket of flowers

  1. Faith is the ability to not panic.
  2. If you worry, you didn't pray. If you pray, don't worry.
  3. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home every day.
  4. Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape.
  5. When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to be still. So He can untangle the knot.


I have a void in me that I can not find words to explain, an emptiness that I would like to fill, however to do so I must first figure out what it is, what causes it, what if anything could or would fill it. The emptiness sometimes is so overwhelming, it strangles and suffocates to where I know I am no longer alive, only mechanical and going through the motions of living. That is sometimes.


If you're yearning for the good old days, just turn off the air conditioning.
- Griff Niblack -


sometimes when my head hurts as it has today, I feel as though I'm roaming around lost in a fog, where even the simplest of tasks becomes almost impossible to accomplish, hopefully the pain will leave soon and I will be back to my ole self.


Sunday, another wasted day, I did mange to scrub the bathroom floor, for what reason I do not know, it reminded me of a time when I was down there on my knees scrubbing away and in the front door walked the sunshine, scaring the crap out of me, but bringing with it a light I haven't seen in so long. Sometimes I think only memories is what keeps me going and the hope that maybe someday I will have the opportunity of gathering more into my treasure trove of my heart to bring to mind in the darkness.


knock knock
yapper yapper
I must go

knock knock
Jabber Jabber
I must do my best

knock knock
Yakity Yakity


When the eagles are silent, the parrots begin to jabber.
- Sir Winston Churchill -


What did I do
What didn't I do
That he does


brings a new dawn upon us
what it brings is unforeseen

Sunset behind us
brings the ending of the day
what it brought is now history


Storms raging, the quiet shattered
voices screaming
so much hate

Where has the laughter gone
the giggles and the sighs
where are you

A stranger greets me
a hated site
no love tonight


If I only had a little humility, I'd be perfect.
- Ted Turner -