VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
February 27

"You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through."
- Rosalynn Carter -

"Although we can't usually see angels, we can open ourselves to their presence and rejoice in their blessings."
- Camila Marvel, Author
"The Joy of Angels" -


I need to think, to evaluate the days that have gone and the days that are to come, I must find a way to become more social able and not such a recluse, it hurts when the son calls me a hermit but yet I have no way of ridding myself of that truth


"Believe that you can do it, under any circumstances. Because if you believe you can, then you really will. That belief just keeps you searching for the answers, then pretty soon you get it."
- Wally "Famous" Amos -


slumber was the main focus of the day, too many hours spent in sleep, but what a delightful place it was to be, a past scene played within my mind and the peace I felt wrapped in the arms of love beneath a leaf shimmering sky was worth the waste of hours my dreams spent reminding me I once was alive


which is worse I ask myself, the fear of being happy because if happiness is found then it runs away, or the fear of never knowing happy again? My thought to ponder?


I want to get my life in order
I want to find what I keep searching for

It seems so far out of reach
It isn't anything definable


sing to me then laugh with me and enjoy life as the sun shines upon us


I cried a lot today
I thought about why I did
and I found no answer


I thought of you today,
a smile upon your lips
a tear in your eyes

I thought of you today
knowing that never to see again

I thought of you today
alone by yourself
alone by myself

I thought of you today


Who was it that said "Oh what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive"?

The deceptions, the lies, are they worth the pleasure, were they then? Are they now?

How many lives did it effect, how many will it hurt, and what will be the price of their pain.

I could not help my heart feeling, I was so weak, that I fell from my principles, and loved another

One that was not mine to love, and never will be. How many tears shall fall before the memory is gone.


It is hard to believe that a man is telling the truth when you know that you would lie if you were in his place.
- H. L. Mencken -