VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
April 23

"But rather seek ye the kingdom of God; and all these things shall be added unto you. Fear not, little flock; for it is your Father's good pleasure to give you the kingdom."
- Luke 12:31 -

"Class is an aura of confidence that is being sure without being cocky. Class has nothing to do with money. Class never runs scared. It is self-discipline and self-knowledge. It's the sure footedness that comes with having proved you can meet life.
- Ann Landers -


"To love what you do and feel that it matters -- how could anything be more fun?"
- Katherine Graham -


"Never "for the sake of peace and quiet" deny your own experience or convictions."
- Dag Hammarskjold -


"Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted. But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed."
- Isaah 53:4 -


again my thoughts must be carried upon the wind, for heavy on my mind has he been, I still haven't put the pictures away, the gifts or anything else, and deep in the night I think or things we discussed, of things that we shared, and how one could be understanding and the other not see how it really was, I wonder where and why things got twisted around, why the third person couldn't understand there was no malice nor deceit, no threat, I believe maybe it's because no one can understand how it was between us two, how much it could have been if it were allowable, and how much it wasn't because of the line and the knowledge that it cold not be crossed.

Once again I have noticed my thoughts walked upon, who is doing the walking, that is what I wonder, have wondered for so long, who is the one who I talked to though the e-mails, who's words were spoken to me and whose feelings were really many lies were in there, and why have they been?

No matter what and no matter how anyone else feels, my love for him will always be here in my heart, and nothing will ever take that away from me.


sometimes a person must take the time to stop and reflect on all that has come to pass, and what the possibilities of what is to come. There also comes a time when it's time to stop being cautious and fly with the wind.


things turn around and around
don't give more than you can receive
don't take more than you can give


Will the tears ever stop
Will my heart ever find itself capable of giving all ever again
Will I find peace at last?


The wind is blowing
changing things
calling out to me
guiding me
giving me a new direction


a cool repast
soaking the spring ground

an angry interruption
drying the soil


It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it.
- Aristotle -