VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
May 9

"Let your angel tend the garden of your soul, and your path will be Strewn with roses."
- Suzanne Siegel Zenkel -


"Life is like music; it must be composed by ear, feeling, and instinct, not by rule."
- Samuel Butler -


You can climb a personal peak, but you must also be sure that you don't remain too long at the heights; get yourself back down to earth.


Happy Mothers day...the bird got me a beautiful plant, it's nice to be thought of once in awhile.


a sort of weird day
no work but up earlier than norm
the day spent with my son
scared in more ways than one


Sometimes I seem to exist without being


I saw a smile today


I want to run away to a place where I have never been, to put all of the past into a place where it can never touch me again.


Sometimes I wonder if the dreams I have are lost only onto myself. I dream of happiness, but yet can not define what would make me happy. I dream of feeling rested, not tired or sleepy, but yet with days of many hours of sleep I still fill no different than if it was only the usual two. I dream of peace within my mind, of an inner understanding and a way to chase the sorrow away. I dream also of the nightmares, praying that someday they will leave me forgotten from their path. I wonder if others dream the dreams I dream.


With the shadows lurking an uncertainty prevails
fear and intrigue mingle within
The mists swirl around, cloaking the unknown
stepping forward with tentative steps
turning to flee


Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal.
- Albert Camus -