VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
May 18

"It is well for the heart to be naive and the mind not to be."
- Anatole France -


"Had there been no difficulties and no thorns in the way, then man would have been in his primitive state and no progress made in civilization and mental culture."
- Anandibai Joshee -


"Be bold and mighty forces will come to your aid."
- Basil King -


"Many are the afflictions of the righteous: but the LORD delivereth him out of them all."
- Psalm 34:19 -


sometimes I want to scream and cry at what my mind feels, when the sadness takes control of my inner being and all the tears that go hidden begin to fall. When thoughts o that someone flood my thinking and no matter what I cannot stop them from filling my soul with what there was that made it so special and true. Sometimes on days like today I try to sleep away the hours so that something else may fill my head but even in sleep the dreams come and the safety the warmth, the friendship become even a more alienating scream from within, asking when is it my turn. Will it ever be my turn, and what have I done so wrong in this lifetime that I cannot find the dream that all have. The dream to be loved and cherished.


a day wasted, with no place to go, with no life to share, with no light in the darkness, with only silence in the night and no one to add warmth to my life. It seems so cold in my world


Never chase a lie. Let it alone, and it will run itself to death.
- Lyman Beecher -


You can't expect to win unless you know why you lose.
- Benjamin Lipson -


Don't I have any worth?
I know I'm not smart
and I ain't pretty
I know I don't always do the things I should
and I ain't done some things I could
Ain't I worth something?
I know I have many failings
and I ain't been perfect
I know I never do what is right
and I ain't got enough fight

I know I don't always speak correctly
and I ain't never been no lady
I know I can't cook
and I stink at opening books

But Ain't I worth Something?
Is My destiny always to fail?


Memories of yesterday surface to the forefront of my mind,
bringing with it sweet sorrow, that I can not define


Anger so clouds the mind, that it cannot perceive the truth.
- Cato the Elder -