VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
June 1

"You will do foolish things, but do them with enthusiasm."
- Sidonie Gabrielle Colette aka Colette -


When searching for words to write the exact feeling I'm feeling I find it difficult to put the letters in the order they need to go, for my words written here may differ from the words you read. Take them for what they are with no hidden meaning, no misconceptions, when I say I think about you, I do, When I say I love you I do, when I cry at night I do, So never think that I don't


“Every fool knows you can’t touch the stars, but it doesn’t stop a wise man from trying.”
- Harry Anderson -


Some days I thinks so much about the happiness we shared, how I felt inside and now how empty my life is without you in it. I still ask myself what could I have done differently so that you wouldn’t have disappeared.


from the sound
many things Found

from the silence
self Reliance


I didn't sit home alone
I didn't think of things not done
I didn't forget
I didn't let myself be locked away


I wonder at who is laughing. I wonder if my torment is fun. I wonder if I appear that dumb not to know. I wonder why the cover-up the act, a sense of betrayal courses my veins, but who's?


A new month
a New day
nothing has changed but the numbers


Feeling as only one
knowing it shall never be done
No completion

only depletion
Longing for the words
wishing to be like the birds
Never ending

only bending
Looking for the face
crying without a trace
Not there
who cares?


I dream of you
your arms so safe
I feel your embrace

I dream of you
the future seems far
but yet your there as close as my car

I dream of you
someday the dream will be true
and then, I'll always stand by you


Trouble is part of your life, and if you don't share it, you don't give the person who loves you a chance to love you enough.
- Dinah Shore -