VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
July 21

Indian girl and boy, teepee, cactus
Mouse drawn by B. J. Carper from tutorials at Vanilla Fields

"The point is not to pay back kindness but to pass it on."
- Julia Alvarez -


Sometimes I don't have anything to write but yet I want to write something. But how do you make something out of nothing? I ponder the thought and write words with no meaning, with ponderous implications of simply nothingness.


"There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved."
- George Sand -


looking back
what was
is no more
what is
was more
looking back


they do as they will and they will be what they are in the time that they were, wondering later of the time they were and now are not, wondering why this was when it wasn't and knowing that when it was they did as they will


Again I find so many things weighing on my mind. I also find it so hard to express myself with the words that I have always found to comfort me, the words when written seemed to make the thoughts clearer, more solid and real.

I used to be able to write with emotion, so much emotion others could feel the sorrow and pain the joy and the tenderness that was my heart, but now I feel as though the words are dead, as maybe my spirit is as well, and with that realization, maybe it is possible to know that I am no more than a machine that only goes through the motions of movement through the hours of my life


when will the road end and the path followed finds it's course?


upon the stars lives a dream
of honey and cream

from the shadows of moon glow
tears like a river may flow

within the brightest moment of sunlight
passages of sorrow and delight


Given unto one thus makes two
for rapture the sweetest
Love nothing can undo


When the rest is caught up with the past
and the future is behind the now
what will I have to say for myself?


something to ponder


Envy can be a positive motivater. Let it inspire you to work harder for what you want.
- Robert Bringle -