VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
August 9

"I have an irrepressible desire to live till I can be assured that the world is a little better for my having lived in it."
– Abraham Lincoln -


I started the day behind having overslept, gads I think that is the best I have slept in years, and somehow through the day I never really managed to wake up fully, so the days drifted by, and now it is over and time to sleep once again. What a wasted day.


"So Christ was once offered to bear the sins of many."
- Hebrews 9:28 -


today when you go to sleep think of me for a moment and know that I'm thinking of you every moment of this day


forced departure from the normal day of isolation and seclusion, roaring engines, and people, with the seclusion setting deeper in the presence than without the company of others.


I think I thunk to much for thought filled thy mind through the day and night, words mixed and sorted, filled and flooded, but yet no answer was found with all of that inside of there.


When the stars meet the sunshine in the morn, how will the world be adorn?


It's easy to make a buck. It's a lot tougher to make a difference.
- Tom Brokaw -


Just beyond the midnight hour, my thoughts roam and ramble, haunting the night and my soul. Questioning why I cannot surrender what I hold dear inside, my love that I want so freely to give, but yet I can not find the one who shall receive all that I have to give, I hold on tight as though it is some scared prize, and knowing it is not. I am so scared, no terrified, but of what, that I can't give it up, or that I will never find the feeling again? My mind screams, it spins and holds tight, deep in the darkness of the night. To many things in the past is that my excuse, is it what holds it all inside so tight? and no matter how hard I struggle and fight, it still does not become right.

I search, but yet I look for the unknown, the tomorrow of hope and dreams, where finally there is silence and no more screams.


The tempest stirs
changing within without
gathering strength from hidden depths
becoming stronger
It stirs the soul
directing emotions
changing us


The beginning is the most important part of the work.
- Plato -