VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
August 17

"God has poured out his love into our hearts."
- Romans 5:5 -


Just a day, same as the last, well almost, I went and visited grandma tonight after work and it was nice to spend time with her, of course I have always enjoyed that for she is so amazing in my eyes.


sweet tenderness, hold me
gentle dreams, show me
whispered silence, tell me


You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.
- Author Unknown -


I forced myself to leave the house, I forced myself to be lonely among the crowd, I forced myself to smile in the silence, I forced myself to do it, but for what it's worth it didn't make me feel any better, just more alone, longing more for what everyone else has. That someone Special


today another day
today silence tomorrow the same
today feelings of nothing

today another day
today again trying to find my name
today pain or something

today another day
today again looking for the flame
today empty cries ring


A long week comes to a close with the promise of a bright and happy tomorrow


How much more grievous are the consequences of anger than the causes of it.
- Marcus Aurelius -


This day marks many passings in my life, The passing of what was my family severed by divorce, The passing of my grandfather who was the one who taught me to be a person and to express my views, no matter how controversial they are. Will it be another passing as well?


Some days the past lingers as a haunting memory
of sweet surrender and tender embraces

Sometimes a certain color serves as a reminder
of eyes that sparkled and lips moistened with kisses

Somewhere the memory is shared, not forgotten
of moments, minutes, hours and memories


Money can't buy friends, but it can get you a better class of enemy.
- Spike Milligan -