VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
August 19

The Sun is new each Day
- Heraclitus -


Still not feeling the bestest, but oh well who cares. Went to supper with Mat and Cheyenne up to Angola, I had ribs which were good, but Mat said his steak was flat and Cheyenne's Shrimp were really small so maybe we won't go there again. Not sure.


"Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to your brother; then come and offer your gift."
- Matthew 5:23-24 -


Soul-mates are people who bring out the best in you. They are not perfect but are always perfect for you.
- Author Unknown -


it's been awhile since I wrote a thought in the darkness of the early morning. I want to open up my mind, I want to stop crying every time I hear the East Bound train, I want o look forward to the waking as a new blessing instead of the prison I'm beginning to feel it is. I feel so hopeless, with no purpose or direction to go. I feel sometimes that I waste these words, because like all things in my life they are written silently within a silent world that I have become to recognize, the only sound from an artificial source, the only conversation inside myself, I don't think this is the way life is meant to be lived. But I have know way to know where to even begin to change it.


what are the secrets that have no answers, are they there and there is no way to see them, or are there really no answers to the questions my heart repeats?


A lazy day, filled with thoughts of someone who seems to fill my world.
Quiet peace within my soul


It requires wisdom to understand wisdom: the music is nothing if the audience is deaf.
- Walter Lippmann -


Rolling, tumbling mixed emotions
a fearful challenge
hidden trouble
unknown destiny


When questions have no answers
and the answers bring more questions
Why do we ask them?


Fatherhood is pretending the present you love most is soap-on-a-rope.
- Bill Cosby -