Bajeca's Vistas

Sometimes the insanity of reality is more than any one person can take alone, so thus we spin in a never ending circle searching for the exit, and never finding it. Today was such a day.

“Behold the turtle. He only makes progress when he sticks his neck out.”
- James Bryant Conant -

"In ordinary life we hardly realize that we receive a great deal more than we give, and that it is only with gratitude that life becomes rich."
- Dietrich Bonhoeffer -

craziness among the stress
but yet I digress
my heart's yearn suppressed
oh can you guess?
the answer Yes
you love time to confess
life becomes a mess

have you gone for good this time
will I need to search inside for the courage
the strength, the will to look again?

To see what is in front of one's nose requires a constant struggle.
- George Orwell -

the wind is changing and maybe something wonderful is happening, or maybe something that will cause more pain but if I don't take the chance I will never know

Sometimes the words fail to surface within the mind, and at times like that what does one do for thoughts?

They're GrrrreeeaT! Guess what I had for breakfast..*laughing* I think sometimes I think to hard, for my mind becomes cluttered with all sorts of visions I guess is the word I'll use to describe what goes on inside. So many ideas, thoughts, plans, dreams, wants and desires packed in there that they become lost. Sometimes forgotten. Sometimes tangled with one another. It's hard to explain the feeling of so many things crammed into one space, on spot at an instance of time, especially when those things are not something tangible, nor something that you can touch, feel or see, but just thoughts of what life means to me.

Self-respect is the fruit of discipline; the sense of dignity grows with the ability to say no to oneself.
- Abraham J. Heschel -