VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
September 14

"If you treat an individual as if he were what he ought to be and could be, he will become what he ought to be and could be."
– Johann Wolfgang von Goethe -


Well I managed to miss work again today, still feeling like crap but I'm thinking I'm feeling a bit better, at least I think maybe I am, I guess the morning will tell. I didn't do anything but sleep again today. Man this has been a long week.


walk softly in this life
know only those who know you
keep your secrets tightly to your chest
soon you'll learn what is best


well tomorrow is the day, closing, and then I truly really will be a home owner. I cannot wait to get into the house. It will be so nice to have my own place, that is truly mine.


class what is class?
how does one get it?
where does it come from?
what makes one have it and not another
Is there a class that teach class?
shall I always be lacking
when will the answer be?

my heart is so sad tonight, I feel so empty, they speak on the heart bending, but never breaking until death, but I believe that one can be dead. dead inside like I am, with no hopes, no tomorrow. no goals with only death to come to be the blessing that I pray for. I find that my world is turning black and the light is fading from sight once again. There is no reason for tomorrow to come, no reason to take another breath...when one lives in such darkness what gives them the strength and the courage to find the light once again?


they began the roof on my house
mom was with Janice
I'm tired


Dogs have owners, cats have staff.
- Unknown -


thoughts like rivers run wild
dreams like the stars shine and dim,
fade from sight and return at night


Within the grasp of reality comes a certain attestation that failure or success shall be measured by the deeds we do, and how well we represent ourselves to the public eye. But who looks upon the inner recesses to find the true spirit and the motivation that warrants our actions? A thought to Ponder.


Quiet in the night
shadowed figures dance
bowed heads touching Silent whispers
echo through the mind
soft kisses placed Silhouettes of loves embrace
joined at the heart
never to part


Information's pretty thin stuff unless mixed with experience.
- Clarence Day -