VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
October 15

"Dreams come true. Without that possibility, nature would not incite us to have them."
- John Updike -

"Many things which cannot be overcome when they are together yield themselves up when taken little by little."
- Plutarch -


Crystal came over and picked up the munchkins about 3, and I didn't do a thing after that, played a bit at whuddle world, and picked on Nelson, other than that a good lazy day.


"For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."
- 2 Timothy 1:7 -


well if I could say without a lie I did not think of things and ones then I could not speak a word at all for thought fill my mind of autumn nights in a park along the creek, in the woods, shopping laughing, in a smaller world than what is now.


tomorrow that may follow, there are things I want in this life, things that I believe deep in my heart are there, if I search long enough and hard enough to find, with a willing and open mind, there are things I need , things that will make the end and the beginning of what I have to succeed.


someday your going to read these words, and your going to realize what you have walked away from. someday your going to understand the purest and simplest ways of love, and someday your going to know that running away never changes who you are inside and what was was, and what is, is still your choice.


when taking steps into the day, one finds many lives are touched indirectly and directly, a frown can be changed by another smile, a tear shared dries faster, and a love given with pureness and hope is nothing less than perfection


I carry with me a memory
a song, a voice, a view
I carry with me a sadness
that no longer is it I and you


Within my dreams you walk
a silent, solitary figure
longing for the same as I
dreaming of the dreams we share


The world crashes down upon me
taking away the joy of minutes past
Reality has shattered the illusion
and I'm lost in total disappear

Won't it ever end
the self infliction or prolonged staying
if I should run
then you shall know why
I have fought this battle
and tried to survive

I find I am weak
and can't go on any longer
it's a time for change


Experience is a great advantage. The problem is that shen you get the experience, you're too damned old to do anything about it.
- Jimmy Connors -