VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
October 25

"Hope begins in the dark, the stubborn hope that if you just show up and try to do the right thing, the dawn will come. You wait and watch and work: you don't give up."
– Anne Lamott -


"We are not what we know but what we are willing to learn."
- Mary Catherine Bateson -

2006

It's been really chilly as of late, both in the weather and in my heart. Changes in the wind and in the mind, what will come only time will tell and then the pondering will start anew ans we go forward with what we have.

2005

Someday the truth will be known, and when it is who will find the joy in it?

2004

I wonder why in a days time her or he visits here not once, not twice but several times a day, what is he or she looking for, what does he or she want to know? Why are my thoughts under scrutiny, why is my inner feelings relevant to them or me for that matter

2003

I want to be more than a programmed entity roaming this world as I am. I want to be more than a memory, that still haunts the mind, and asks the question what if. I want to be more the one

2002

when there is such emptiness that life does not seem a thing but a punishment of some sort, when tears fall because there is nothing to hold them in place, then that is where I am today

2001

Patience and perseverance have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish.
- John Quincy Adams -

2000

someday you will know
someday you will see
someday you will be sorry

1999

I feel so yuck
like my head is in a fog
my stomach on a roller coaster
and my legs made of jello

1998

Drifting
No direction on which to follow
Mixed emotions
turning within
emptiness

What does the future hold
What do I want it to?

1997

Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all.
- Dale Carnegie -