VISTAS: An awareness of a range of time, events, or subjects. A broad Mental View.
December 10

Little girl in green overalls
Mouse Drawn by
B. J. Carper
from tutorials at
PSP Country School

It is in vain to expect our prayers to be heard, if we do not strive as well as pray.
- Aesop -


A man with outward courage dares to die. A man with inward courage dares to live.
- Lao-Tzu


It is never too late to be what you might have been.
- George Eliot -


a very dark, damp and dreary day. A day for sleeping, thinking and recalling. Wasted moments once again


reach out and feel
touch what is closest to you
not in the physical sense
but what is inside yourself
and then the truth will be told
and then the choice will be presented
and the choice made will be forever


Sometimes I wonder what tomorrow, what next year, and what the rest of my life will be like. Will I hold in my arms love once again, or shall I always be locked in this prison of loneliness. We all learn how to adapt to our surroundings, and what if I learn to adapt to this solitude, this isolation from all of man kind with the exception of crazed customers and manic mangers.


a wiser fool say I


I wonder when he will go to her, leave me here alone, with my thoughts and the pain. I wish I didn't know, but how many times before has it been like this, and always the same.


Lost in deep thoughts
a chin resting upon an unclenched fist
A tiredness can be seen in the staring eyes
a sadness is felt in the presence

Questions come to mind
but fear holds thy tongue
words are weighed but never spoken
a desire for hope no longer comes

then something cause a shift in movement
the moment is different there is a shine
a glow from within, is it a memory or something more
a longing so intense you never know


Conscience is the inner voice that warns us that someone might be looking.
- H. L. Mencken -